My trauma had left me broken and I didn't know how to deal with it. I came to a point where I hit rock bottom due to all my insanity and I decided to get some help for myself. I went through two different recovery programs, still dealing with my anger and resentment of my past. I was not able to graduate, but when it came to my third recovery program everything was different.

When I entered the program, I carried the weight of my past mistakes. Not only did I lose my high-paying job, but I also lost our house, land, both cars, and most importantly, my family.